1. This one's for you and me, livin out our dreams
   We are right where we should be
   Life my arms out wide, i open my eyes
   And now all i wanna see
   Is a sky full of lighter
   A sky full of lighters

K i've got so much t say right now but as usual it's always all only in my head, once im about t blog ill tend t forget what t type that's why in my compositions ill always have problem but i'll still pass so TEEHEEE yea i miss alot of my friends, my girlfriends, my old friends, my school mates yes i miss them so much, i miss talking t them, sharing my problems, hanging out w my baby girls but yea im sorry i promise t make it up t you guys soon, real soon!!!!!! :'( anyway i've still got my love one here w me, even though we do quarrel(i mean which couple don't? they say it makes the r/s stronger?? well k who gives a shit...) yes we do quarrel like any other couples out there, just much more than before cos i guess we're quite apart as in distance than before? but aft this last break up, i realise how much i meant t you i realise that mayb i rly can't do it w/o you even though ive tried and i barely could make it but there's just something missing whenever you're not here and i also realise that i could nv love again, i had fun, i partied, i try my best everyday t forget, t move on, t love again but i guess you took away the ability f me t do that even how much you've disappointed me i just couldn't hate you enough t forget you, i rly wished i knew why. i wasn't sad, i wasn't feeling any pain cos i guess at that point of time i was kinda alr getting use t it so i lived my life normally believing that, that pain i took willingly would make me stronger and yes it did. even aft hearing what you did, i just can't hate you, i still replied you cos i guess deep inside i still loved you even how i tell everyone that asked if i got over you, i said i did but i guess i didn't... this few days tgt is a time ill forever remember, you say words deep down inside you and i felt you. i rly cherish every single day w you since then till now and i rly wished that we could stay like this forever but i know myself that time's running out, days are numbering...... i only regretted one thing is that i nv stopped you from doing it, i blame myself till now and the only thing i can do is help you but i guess i didn't help much cos you still have t suffer but don't worry cos im here w you. i just wna say that if ever there comes a day, if we have t part f long, i will still love you well ill love you forever cos i can't love anybody else but you i have no idea why but yes just you. we will go through anything everything big small together unless you tell me you can find someone else who can love you more than i do ill let you go cos true love is when the other's happiness is much more important than yours, you'll want t see the other happier even if you know that you can't do it w/o them you'll let them go. well even though ill nv forget all the wrong things you've did, ill also nv forget all the great things you did f and t me. i wished that we could lay like this forever but i guess we can't and that's fate, we can't fight w fate. i don't promise you that we can stay like this forever but right here, right now, i promise that ill always love you. in reality promises gets broken everyday everymin everysec but my dear, i take my words t grave that ill wait f you, i promise you cos a part of me will always b w you.