Dear diary,
it's been 2 months going 3 since i last saw him, since i last heard his voice, since i last felt his touch. i pray that lord, you'll take good care of this boy peter there. i pray that you'll b by his side, never giving up on him like how im never gonna give up on him, show him the right path in life and show him how much you love him and tell him how much i missed him. i really hope that you're doing fine inside my dear boy because you've got t stay strong. don't ever give up on yourself because nobody ever did, your family, your friends and me will always b here f you. we are all waiting f your return and we never did left your side. i really appreciated everything you've done f me before, till now, you've never gaved up on us and im really blessed having you by my side all this while. i recieved your september letter and ive alr replied you, i really missed you so so much. nothing has ever changed here especially my love f you, it just keeps getting stronger and stronger as each days passes by and i rly wished that time would just fast forward till 2013 feb so that ill b able t tell you how much i love you. the road ahead may b tough, let me b by your side, let me make your burdens lighter, let me b the one t take the bullets coming your way, let me b the one now t give. anyway, today's the 433 days tgt and looking back, ive always been the one taking and taking and taking, ive never gaved. we've been through thick and thins, ups and downs, rain and shine but we're still as strong and im really thankful f everything because you've really been the greatest boyfriend and i've never once regretted being tgt w you and i never will and because of you, my whole world changed f the better. i just want you t know darling that you've never once left my heart and that your embrace is still so so strong, it's like you've never left. i'm never ever giving up and im also very happy t have wonderful friends around me, pillars supporting me in my journey here because w/o them, i would have fallen long ago and w/o them, i would have never got up but nothing's gonna bring me down, nothing's gonna stop me from anything. today's my first homeleave so yup, it's alr november 13, it's going t b 15 more months t go darling so you've gotta b strong man. anyway, happy belated 14th monthsary peter. in less than a month, i'll b turning 17. remember about a year ago? you planned my sweet 16? see how fast time flies... soon, it's going t b my 17. it's really damn sad that you're not here w me, t witness how much ive grown t. but it's ok, we're gonna b free someday. you were a great boyfriend, a best friend, a girl friend who helps me w my hair, choosing of my clothes because i get stuck at my cupboard when i have no idea what t wear and a paranoid little girl but i love you just the way you are and nothing will ever change darling, i'll forever b by your side, count on me.
it's been 2 months going 3 since i last saw him, since i last heard his voice, since i last felt his touch. i pray that lord, you'll take good care of this boy peter there. i pray that you'll b by his side, never giving up on him like how im never gonna give up on him, show him the right path in life and show him how much you love him and tell him how much i missed him. i really hope that you're doing fine inside my dear boy because you've got t stay strong. don't ever give up on yourself because nobody ever did, your family, your friends and me will always b here f you. we are all waiting f your return and we never did left your side. i really appreciated everything you've done f me before, till now, you've never gaved up on us and im really blessed having you by my side all this while. i recieved your september letter and ive alr replied you, i really missed you so so much. nothing has ever changed here especially my love f you, it just keeps getting stronger and stronger as each days passes by and i rly wished that time would just fast forward till 2013 feb so that ill b able t tell you how much i love you. the road ahead may b tough, let me b by your side, let me make your burdens lighter, let me b the one t take the bullets coming your way, let me b the one now t give. anyway, today's the 433 days tgt and looking back, ive always been the one taking and taking and taking, ive never gaved. we've been through thick and thins, ups and downs, rain and shine but we're still as strong and im really thankful f everything because you've really been the greatest boyfriend and i've never once regretted being tgt w you and i never will and because of you, my whole world changed f the better. i just want you t know darling that you've never once left my heart and that your embrace is still so so strong, it's like you've never left. i'm never ever giving up and im also very happy t have wonderful friends around me, pillars supporting me in my journey here because w/o them, i would have fallen long ago and w/o them, i would have never got up but nothing's gonna bring me down, nothing's gonna stop me from anything. today's my first homeleave so yup, it's alr november 13, it's going t b 15 more months t go darling so you've gotta b strong man. anyway, happy belated 14th monthsary peter. in less than a month, i'll b turning 17. remember about a year ago? you planned my sweet 16? see how fast time flies... soon, it's going t b my 17. it's really damn sad that you're not here w me, t witness how much ive grown t. but it's ok, we're gonna b free someday. you were a great boyfriend, a best friend, a girl friend who helps me w my hair, choosing of my clothes because i get stuck at my cupboard when i have no idea what t wear and a paranoid little girl but i love you just the way you are and nothing will ever change darling, i'll forever b by your side, count on me.
Yours forever,
Joan xx
2 comments:
glad you found someone you really love . i'm realy happy for you (: wei tat here anyway .
hey, thank you so much. i rly appreciated that coming from you, take care.
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