hey darling boy,
in about 2 days time it's gonna be our 15th monthsary so here i am wishing you happy 15th monthsarys. well, even though you're not here with me but you'll forever be a part of me and you've never once left my heart, not even for a second there. i miss you so very much till words can never define how much and it's really very empty without you because you use to be the reason why i smile so much, laugh so hard every single day. wherever i go, every thing would remind me of you, us and i really wish that time could fast forward because i am still waiting for the first day of your release well everyone is and nothing has ever changed, not even my love for you peter and fact is that im loving you more and more as each day passes by. i hope that during this period of time, you will never ever give up on yourself and of course on us because nobody ever did. i'm so happy every single time i recieve your letters because those are the only things that can keep my faith going because only because of you, i'm staying so strong till today. yes, it's really hard with out you but i believe that i can make it through well we will make it through. you're already another part of me and your embrace, it's still so strong till now, it's like you've never left. i just wanna thank you for every single memories you've left me for now before and for always giving in the past. we've really been through so much, too much and i will never let anything or anyone bring me down so easily. please take good care of yourself and study hard for your o's my dear. i'm waiting for your 3rd letter and there's 15 more months to go, WE will make it through and "WE will never be the past"